"Why am I so madly in love with you?"

My current unrequited love gives me inspiration lately.


Desperation...
Seems like the world is dark inside this room
You're my only light source, but too far away
I can only see you in the distance

Tears falling like rocks...
Watching a glimpse of you holding his hand
At the other side of the platform
And a train comes by blocking your face

Eyes can see and heart can feel
When your eyes tricked you
Your heart will feel the pain
And life turns like HELL

I tried to walk away from you
But the birds on the wire flies me back to you
I just close my eyes and whisper
"Why am I so madly in love with you?"

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I want you, but I don't want you to know.

I want you, but I don't want you to know.
I fear the loss more than I trust the gain.
You are my love. I will not let you go.

Nor do I have the courage to bestow
My love on you, that you might see me plain.
I want you, but I don't want you to know.

I fear your presence like an undertow
That drags me out unready, trite, inane.
You are my love. I will not let you go.

And yet when you are near I feel you glow
Like sunlight dancing through my windowpane.
I want you, but I don't want you to know.

Empty but for you, I cannot show
You anything of interest I contain.
You are my love. I will not let you go.

I am a box within a box, safe so.
Sealed from self, I hide from your disdain.
I want you, but I don't want you to know.
You are my love. I will not let you go.

Am I Alone

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

(note: I'm not the one who made this poem)