Wahai bintang-bintang yang bersinar

Pejamkan mata
Genggamlah tanganku
Kan kubawa engkau pergi
Ditemani para bintang
Dibalik gelapnya malam
Melihat indahnya dunia

Dibalik hening hatiku tersipu
Melihat senyum indahmu
Menahan ucapan kata
Menembus awan kelabu
Melagukan agungnya cinta


Wahai bintang-bintang yg bersinar di angkasa
Yang menerangi malamku yg gelap gempita
Berikanlah cahayamu
Abadikanlah cintaku
Dan jadilah saksi cinta kita
Berdua,,

Aku takkan bisa bahagia
Bila hidup tanpamu
Tak ada yang menemani
Mengisi hati di malam sepi

Sudah lama hatiku menunggu
Turunnya sang bidadari
Yang menerangi malamku
Dibawah singgasana cinta
Seperti yg kujanjikan


Wahai bintang-bintang yg bersinar di angkasa
Yang menerangi malamku yg gelap gempita
Berikanlah cahayamu
Abadikanlah cintaku
Dan jadilah saksi cinta kita
Berdua,,

Dan bila tiba saat ku meninggalkanmu
Memori cinta kita takkan hilang oleh waktu
Dijaga bintang-bintang
Diabadikan oleh semesta
Yang menerangi jalan cinta kita
Berdua,,

Short stories

Son: "Father, do you believe in ghost?"
Father: "Off course not. Why?"
Son: "Someone said that our house is haunted."
Father: "That's crazy. Who said that?"
Son: "Our maid does. She heard footsteps all night long and see shadows moving around in the corridor."
Father: "Son,, pack your bag. We'll moving out of this house soon."
Son: "Why?"
Father: "We don't have Maid in this house."
Son: 0.o

Just a short poem

Baby take my whole life
And keep it for eternity
I'll be the hero in your masquerade
And promise not to let your heart lies empty

Thousands other man never reach you
I'll be lucky to be the one
I believe we are destined to be a couple
And live together as one

This love will lies under my tombstone
Inside this deep, cold
And dark pile of dirt
That covers our rotting flesh and blood

Can't help falling in love with you

Wise men say, Only fools rush in. But, I can't help falling in love with you. Shall I stay? Would it be a sin, If I, I can't help Falling in love with you? Like a river flows, surely to the sea. Darling so it goes, somethings are meant to be. Take my hand. Take my whole life too. For I, I can't help falling in love with you. Like a river flows, surely to the sea. Darling so it goes, somethings are meant to be. Take my hand. Take my whole life too. For I, I can't help, falling in love with you. No I, I can't help, falling in love ... with...you.

You taught me how to love again

You taught me how to laugh again
And gave me back my smile,
Restored my faith in people when
Everyone seemed vile.

You were as if the sun came up
Upon my bitter night
And bade the blackness rustle up
Some joyful morning light.

And inexplicably my heart
Rose up and twirled me round,
So sudden in its expert art
I scarcely touched the ground. With you I am still filled with light
And all my feelings dance.
You are my song, my wings, my flight,
My truth and my romance.

Poems of sky and sea

I'm sinking like a rock
And drowned like the dead
Every single time I remember you
The flower from the grave

The prettiest among the ugly
The precious one for eternity
More precious than my life and death
The one I hope that it is my faith

When the angels falls without you there
I tried to find you somewhere
From the sky to under the water
And from the top of the mountain to six feet under

Running wild looking for happiness
And fell asleep under your arms
I open my eyes and see
And learn the truth that you went away

It's bleeding for you

Tormented heart
It's bleeding for you
Getting blacker and darker every night
Cause you thrown away the love that I got for you

Every single time I step forward
We always drifted away
Everytime I looked you in the eyes
I see nothing but a pair of glass

I admit that I need you
Like the roses need the rain
But, do you feel the same?
Or are you someone's prayer?

You aren't a thorn in my side
And always be the flower of my life
Despite the fact that you don't care
I don't have to erase you from my life

"Why am I so madly in love with you?"

My current unrequited love gives me inspiration lately.


Desperation...
Seems like the world is dark inside this room
You're my only light source, but too far away
I can only see you in the distance

Tears falling like rocks...
Watching a glimpse of you holding his hand
At the other side of the platform
And a train comes by blocking your face

Eyes can see and heart can feel
When your eyes tricked you
Your heart will feel the pain
And life turns like HELL

I tried to walk away from you
But the birds on the wire flies me back to you
I just close my eyes and whisper
"Why am I so madly in love with you?"

Announcement atau pengumuman

Berhubung kesibukan, kebinalan, dan otak penulis yg kurang kreatif. Penulis blog ini tidak bisa membagi waktu untuk postingan baru. Mungkin sebulan 2 kali atau 3 kali saja bisanya.

I want you, but I don't want you to know.

I want you, but I don't want you to know.
I fear the loss more than I trust the gain.
You are my love. I will not let you go.

Nor do I have the courage to bestow
My love on you, that you might see me plain.
I want you, but I don't want you to know.

I fear your presence like an undertow
That drags me out unready, trite, inane.
You are my love. I will not let you go.

And yet when you are near I feel you glow
Like sunlight dancing through my windowpane.
I want you, but I don't want you to know.

Empty but for you, I cannot show
You anything of interest I contain.
You are my love. I will not let you go.

I am a box within a box, safe so.
Sealed from self, I hide from your disdain.
I want you, but I don't want you to know.
You are my love. I will not let you go.

Am I Alone

I get a funny feeling,
it comes from deep inside.
I get all mad and angry,
wanting to go and hide.

My doctor calls it depression,
my dad says it's just me.
But the thoughts and feelings,
no one will ever be able to see.

Some say I'm psycho,
some say I'm just weird.
It's like I'm a different person,
and the old me just disappeared.

I get really edgy,
I want to commit suicide real bad.
Then I get a headache,
followed by feeling sad.

I wish I could get help,
I wish it would go away.
Maybe if I keep praying real hard,
it will some day.

(note: I'm not the one who made this poem)

I Am the Mirror of Our Love

I am the mirror of our love,
And you its brazen fire.
To me our love is merely joy;
To you it is your breath.

I am the marker that must move;
You, the fixed desire.
You are what I most enjoy;
I am life or death.

And now you must be put to sleep,
And I remain awake
With years of love ahead of me,
And many pets to go.

But I'm the one who can't help weep
While you, just for my sake,
Come rest your chin upon my knee
And beg to share my woe.

Acceptance

Time flows
Nobody knows
The years go by
Where we go
Alone from here

Night falls
Strange-colored walls
My eyes deceive
What is wrong
With me?

Deep in the night you think everything's right
Tell it to yourself. Say it's just a nightmare
Something is telling you nothing can change where you are
Again

Why should it matter, your dreams of a child?
Innocence is gone. Only fear to play with
Faces are changing, but nothing is changing the pain
Too late

Two steps I take getting closer and closer
And one more breath I take sends me further back

Over and over it calls to your soul
Say it isn't so. Emptiness surrounds you
No one can help if the angels refuse to come here
Who's there?

Cold-faded photos, they lay by your side
Something in my room. Never mind blue reason
Visions are lying and reasons just live to survive
This time

The cold. The light
The fear returning
It's not the eyes
You feel that's chilling you

Never thought it would end this way

You never thought that it would end this way,
Yet such an end does not at all seem strange.
If love is true, then death must make the change,
Ending love by taking life away.

Yet though our love is over, mine will stay,
A triumph over death I will arrange,
Rechanneling a fate I cannot change,
That we might still on fields of fancy play.

You never thought we'd share such months of pain,
That you would die in agony, while I
Would be as much a nurse for you as friend.
Yet I would live the whole thing through again

Just once more to look you in the eye
And tell you, yes, this is how it should end.

Love is never easy

Love is never easy, but
It turns life into song.
There is no bit of circumstance
That love cannot transform.

There is no weary moment
Of anger or despair
That love cannot convert to grace
And render whole and fair.

How passionate the paradise
That comes from knowing well
That someone in your happiness
Finds pleasure for himself.

How sweet the gift of giving to
Someone who gives to you,
A selflessness that gives to self
More self than self is due.

With all the searing madness of
The world from day to day,
And all the dreary sadness that
No joy can take away,

There is one truth more beautiful
Than anyone can bear:
That two can trust that when they turn
They'll find the other there.

The more I am away from you

The more I am away from you,

The more I want you here.

The more I do without you,

The more I want you near.

I know that it makes little sense
To want what's not around,
But there's just one true love for me
And that's the one I've found.

We've gone through all the weather maps,
The sunshine and the rain,
But I would take a sea of storms
To be with you again.

Those Last Few Years of Helpless Pain

Those last few years of helpless pain,
Depression, sickness, sadness, blight:
Ah! Would I have them back again!

I could not such demand sustain
On my poor stock of love and light
Those last few years of helpless pain,

When what I had to do was plain,
And I lacked strength to do it right.
Ah! Would I have them back again

To love you better, though in vain,
And be with you with all my might!
Those last few years of helpless pain

Are now for me what must remain:
I did not your long love requite.
Ah! Would I have them back again,

I would that single chance regain
To bring you well to your good night.
Those last few years of helpless pain:
Ah! Would I have them back again!

Sea of Pain

When life becomes a sea of pain

And every moment agony

I must endure again, again,

It is a curse to have to be.

And every moment agony,

And every longing fixed on death;

It is a curse to have to be

And fight by instinct for each breath.

And every longing fixed on death

Even as I must go on

And fight by instinct for each breath,

Sailing thus, though loved, alone.

Even as I must go on,

You watch me helpless from the shore;

Sailing thus, though loved, alone,

I need you with me all the more.

You watch me helpless from the shore

As I endure again, again;

I need you with me all the more

When life becomes a sea of pain.

(you want to) make a memory

When we fell in love with someone, we want to make a memory with that person


Hello again, it's you and me
Kinda always like it used to be
Sippin' wine, killin' time
Tryin' to solve life's mysteries

How's your life? It's been a while
God it's good to see you smile
I see you reachin' for your keys
Lookin' for a reason not to leave

If you don't know if you should stay
If you don't say what's on your mind
Baby just breathe
There's nowhere else tonight we should be

You wanna make a memory?

I dug up this old photograph
Look at all that hair we had
It's bittersweet to hear you laugh
[ From: http://www.elyrics.net/read/b/bon-jovi-lyrics/(You-want-to)-make-a-memory-lyrics.html ]
Your phone is ringin' I don't wanna ask

If you go now, I'll understand
If you stay, hey, I got a plan

You wanna make a memory?
You wanna steal a piece of time?
You can sing the melody to me
And I could write a couple lines
You wanna make a memory?

If you don't know if you should stay
And you don't say what's on your mind
Baby just breathe
There's nowhere else tonight we should be
We should be

You wanna make a memory?
You wanna steal a piece of time?
You can sing the melody to me
And I can write a couple lines

You wanna make a memory?
You wanna make a memory?

Although we have to be apart

Although we have to be apart,
We'll always be together,
Close enough in mind and heart 

To manage any weather.

Reality is often bleak,
But love remains inside

A glass house on a mountain peak, 

The wintry world beside.

Love can build its own four walls
And heat its own small room. 

Through icy winds and blinding squalls,
Love can be in bloom.

Though continents drift far downstream
And mountains disappear,
And life dissolve into a dream,
Our love will still be here,
You'll turn, and I'll be here.

I'd Lie for you - Meat Loaf

This is a song by Meat Loaf. If you like Love Ballad songs, you should listen to this.


I'd never tell you one lie, I'd never let you down
I'd never leave, I'd be the one who'd always be around
Baby give me a chance

I'd pull the sun out from the sky to light your darkest night
I wouldn't let one drop of rain fall down into your life
Put your heart in my hands

Baby Believe me, I could never do you wrong
And I would never paint your world blue
And if sometimes it seems I must have lost my mind
I might be crazy but I'm crazy about you...

I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Do anything you ask me to
I'd even sell my soul for you
I'd do it all for you
If you'd just believe in me

Just take a look in my eyes, you'll see a love that's blind
Just take a hold of my hand, I'll take you to paradise
Ain't a star that's too far

Your every wish will be a wish that I will make come true
And if you want the moon I swear I'll bring it down for you
Let me into your heart

Believe me baby got your name carved on my soul
’Cause You're the only one that I'll give it to
Go let 'em say that I'm I fool to act this way
'Cause if I'm crazy, I'm just crazy 'bout you...

I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Do anything you ask me to
I'd even sell my soul for you
I'd do it all for you
If you'd just believe in me

I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Move mountains if you want me to
I'd walk across the fire for you
I'd walk on the wire for you
If you'd just believe in me...

And you will never see a day I'll ever break your heart
You'll see the sky fall down before it ever gets that far
I'll show you heaven every second that you're in my arms
Baby I'm crazy, but I'm crazy about you!

[Instrumental bridge]

I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Move mountains if you want me to
I'd walk across the fire for you
I'd walk on the wire for you
If you'd just believe in me...

I'd walk across the wild for you
Move mountains if you want me to
I'd walk across the fire for you
Do anything you asked me to

I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Do anything you ask me to
I'd even sell my soul for you
I'd do it all for you
If you'd just believe in me

I'd lie for you and that's the truth
Move mountains if you want me to
I'd walk across the fire for you
I'd walk on the wild for you
If you'd just believe in me...

I'd lie for you and that's the truth

I know I hurt you, caused you pain

I know I must have hurt you, caused you pain.
More, I know that I have lost your trust.
I wish I had that moment back again
To pulverize my carelessness and lust.
 

Sometimes we have to lose what we most cherish
To understand how much we are in need.
We play with life until we nearly perish
To dare the darkness, though within we bleed.
 

I need you as the sun must have a rose
To turn its empty radiance to glory,
Or as a nation needs someone who knows
The secrets of its long-forgotten story.
 

I know my need of you more than before;
Thus for my trespass you may trust me more.

That night I met you

This one is beautiful. I don't mean to be conceited. But, honestly this one is beautiful.


I saw you at the bar that night
Smiling with friends and sharing laughs
I'm staring at you but you didn't even realize
I want to know you better but you gone in the crowd

I'm looking for you all night long
In every place that I came along
Wondering where you are and what you do
I do whatever it takes just to know you

I saw you on the stage, later that night
You sing a beautiful song and make me smile
In the end you are smiling to the crowd
And I knew you're the one that I want

But then you go out with another man
And it breaks my heart so badly
You hold his hand and He tuck you in
My heart breaks even more, like a dagger stabbing it

Since that night I found you
I never found someone else
Cause I know I just want you
Just you and nothing else

Maybe I can never be with you
Cause you're too good for me
Too good and I can't get you
And too bad that you'll never know me


*There's something really interesting and nice happened yesterday. But, I can't tell you here in my blog. Maybe next time I'll tell you what happened.Cause if I do it here, It will be a total disaster.

Hurt

Again this is not my poem. This is a song by Nine inch Nails made famous by the all-time greatest artist Johnny Cash.


I hurt myself today
To see if I still feel
I focus on the pain
The only thing that's real
The needle tears a hole
The old familiar sting
Try to kill it all away
But I remember everything

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

I wear this crown of thorns
Upon my liar's chair
Full of broken thoughts
I cannot repair
Beneath the stains of time
The feelings disappear
You are someone else
I am still right here

What have I become
My sweetest friend
Everyone I know goes away
In the end
And you could have it all
My empire of dirt
I will let you down
I will make you hurt

If I could start again
A million miles away
I would keep myself
I would find a way

Although You Are with Someone Else

Although you are with someone else,
I want to have my say
Without invading your domain
Or scaring you away.

I respect the choice you made
And all that you decide,
But I would just like you to know
I want you by my side.

As a lake deep in a wood
Awaits a cool, fresh breeze,
I will wait, a patient eye,
While you do as you please.

Wild is the wind - Bon Jovi

Okay this isn't a poem. It's a song by my all time favourite band: Bon Jovi.


I tried to make you happy
You know I tried so hard to be
What you hoped that I would be
I gave you what wanted
God couldn't give you what you need
You wanted more from me
Than I could ever be
You wanted heart and soul
But you didn't know, baby

Wild, wild is the wind
That takes me away from you
Cold is the night without your love
To see me through
Wild, wild is the wind
That blows through my heart

Wild is the wind,
Wild is the wind
You got to understand, baby
Wild is the wind

You need someone to hold you
Somebody to be there night and day
Someone to kiss your fears away
I just went on pretending
Too weak, too proud, too tough to say
I couldn't be the one
To make your dreams come true
That's why I had to run
Though I needed you, baby

Wild, wild is the wind
That takes me away from you
Cold is the night without your love
To see me through, baby
Wild, wild is the wind
That blows through my heart tonight
That tears us apart

Wild is the wind,
Wild is the wind
You got to understand, baby
Wild is the wind

[Solo]

Maybe a better man
Would live and die for you
Baby, a better man would
Never say goodbye to you

Wild, wild is the wind
That takes me away from you
Cold is the night without your love
To see me through, baby
Wild, wild is the wind
That blows through my heart tonight
That tears us apart

Wild is the wind,
Wild is the wind
You got to understand, baby
Wild is the wind

When Fortune tell a lie

Made on October 07th 2010

What's in my heart
Is not the same as yours
Fighting for this is difficult
Like all the things I've been through

You are special inside my heart
But you never feel the same
You could tell me to go to hell
Then leave me dying under the rain

Just like everything
Even good love has to die
Ain't no sympathy
When you say goodbye

I never thought I'd lose you
No I'd rather go blind
I thought I saw a future
But the fortune tell a lie

My heart have been shattered and bruised
And you know what it feels like when you lose
I can't keep my faith
I let it all on the line for you

Untitled

My newest one. I can't decide the title.

I'm watching you in Happiness.
You brought smile to my face.
But that will end soon.
As you go out with someone else.

When you smile at someone
Then I breaking down in tears
When you hold somone's hand
The sky fall down onto my head

Why do you hurt me like this?
Don't you realize the love that I get for you?
Is it hard for you to know my feelings?
Or you didn't even care with this kind of love?

Faith of our love

One of the newest poem I've made

I've seen heaven in your beautiful eyes
Very wonderful and makes me smile
I've been looking for this my whole life
Only you and me, holding hands, and sharing laughs

But the heaven didn't last long
It was the day you went away
One day before I still live in heaven
Now It turns into hell

"Ironic"
Yeah, that's the word
After 60+ days we love each other
Then we begin to hate each other

The crow who at first fell in love with a dove
Soon betrayed her
And fly away through darkness of the night

In the depths of Hell I cried
I don't mean to hurt you like that
You looking at me by the distance
Offering me help that I ignored

But soon I realized
It is all my fault
I'm begging for forgiveness
And begging you for coming back

Now that you've forgive me
And I still have the love that I got for you
Although the heaven will never come back
At least you and me can still holding hands

Your feelings towards me

 Made on August 12th 2010


Day after day I'm watching you
You still don't even care about me
Don't you realize the love that I had for you
Is the only secret left for me to keep

Everytime I talked you don't say any words
Everytime I cried you don't seem even care
I want you to see me in a different point of view
So you'll know that the love I got for you is true

I want to share happiness with you
I want to share tears with you
But I know you don't love me
And I know you don't care

Can you look into my eyes for a moment?
So you can see the fires in my eyes
They burn in fires
Until the end of time

Whether It's true or not
I know you don't have any other feelings except hatred to me
But I will love you endlessly
Because this love comes from the deepest part from my heart

Love for sale

Made on August 29th 2010.
note: this is not bon jovi's song


There's a sadness in my eyes
I can't even say goodbye
You are the one who set it up
And you are the one who make it stop

You give me nothing
And it's all I got
And whatever we got
It's just not getting enough

Thinking about you it's just wastes of time
It's caused by the stupid love I got every night

But my eyes are blind
And my hearts are shakin'
Can't control myself
Can't control my mind

Every words you say is a heavenly tune
Every night I spent with you is wonderland
But you are just a devil's disguise
Searching victim's and left them behind

And if the love that I got for you is gone
There's no way I want to cry
It is my commitment
Never to love you again

I found myself gone crazy when I'm with you
And you don't even care about me
I talked to myself everytime I talk to you
Ain't got love and those damn thing

I won't say I love you
Cause you told me to go to hell
Then I have no hope anymore
Now this love is for sale

New month new posts

I will post something new on May 1st 2011. So,, don't miss it ;)

Bed of Roses

 Dibuat tanggal 24 April 2011


Come with me and take my hand
I will take you to a mystical land
Upon my bed of a thousand roses
Into which our love willingly imposes

The smell of our rose permeates the air
Passionate touches with tender care
One hundred candles luminous glow
Replicating the moon from below

Dancing shadows along the hall
Sensual art forms on the wall
Minds lost in the essence of time
Slowly moving in passionate rhyme

Cries of love and soulful desire
Kindling inside the immense fire
Temperatures soaring around the room
The spirit of lust surrounding loom

Nothing can separate us

Dibuat tanggal 02 Juli 2010


It'll be fun if you smile at me
The smile that turns a knife inside of me
The smile that reflect the beauty of roses
Both White Roses and Red Roses

After these amazing journey
Finally I've found you
And between your heart and mine
I'll give my soul and heart to you

You're the sun for my moon
You're the angel in my nightmare
But, If you should fly away from my dream
There's no way I could stop this tears

Hearing the symphony of your voice
Made me always remembering you
I've never heard such a beautiful voice
And I've never seen a beautiful person like you

My heart would always belong to you
Cause there's nothing can separate us
And as I promised I would never forget you
There'll be nothing can separate us

Can't you see? Don't you care

Can't you see? Don't you care
I want to die?
Don't you listen? Can't you hear
My silent cry?

Won't you turn? Can't you hold
Me to your heart?
Are you afraid of what might follow
Once you start?

Would you rather not believe
I'm in such pain
That all your sense and good advice
Must be in vain?

Would you rather tell yourself
I'll be OK,
And all this adolescent angst
Will go away?

Ah! Would I also swim across
This lake alone!
But if you cannot swim with me,
I know I'll drown.

Made by Nicholas Gordon

I wish this poem were pixie dust

I wish this poem were pixie dust
To throw into your eyes
And make you see the loveliness
Beneath my sad disguise.

And I would take you in my arms
And weave a magic spell
That I could utter anytime
To make you love me well.

But alas my simple words
Are like summer rain
That drums on hills and fields and hearts,
Then vanishes again.

And though my love might make you bloom,
You turn with fragile grace
To gaze in aching loneliness
At someone else's face.

We lust for what we cannot have,
A long, unbroken chain
Of lovers who remain unloved
And loved who love in vain.

While I'm near mad with wanting you
As trees must have the sun,
You cannot help but find a love
Who loves another one


Made by: Nicholas gordon

Angel of mercy

Dibuat tanggal 26 juni 2010


Waiting here
In this silent night
Remembering your name
Remembering your smile

The night when I heard
The beautiful symphony of your voice

The night when I called your name
While my heart is full of pain

Hey baby..I got something to say to you
Even though these words it's a bit hard to say
But I'd do anything for you
And every word is a piece from my heart

Under these clouds of love
I've made a promise
A promise this world
Would never blind us

I let the right feelings in
And let the wrong feelings out
But when an angel of mercy(you) came in
It's the time that I go insane

I'm tired walk through this pain
And I loose my grip
Then you came and erase those sins
And head me back to the trip

And after this night I call your name
I close my eyes and remembering your face
Then lay my head back down
And pray for your never ending love

Love isn't the way about what you are
Nor your personality, and what you did
But it's because of what I am
When I'm with you

After these days I just miss you, It's the nights that I'll go insane

Bwat gw pribadi, ini adalah karya gw yg paling berkesan. Puisi ini dibuat tanggal 11 Juni 2010.


When I look into your eyes
The skies are different blue.
I'd like to find the meaning.
And I want you to tell the truth.

Cause as you falling down to sleep.
There's no more secrets left to keep.
I hope you won't walk out on me.
And I hope you don't lie to me.

After these days I just miss you.
It's the nights that I'll go insane.
At least you'll coming back to me.
That's the one thing I know that won't change.

Then as you close your eyes.
Now I will thinking about you.
I'd pick up all the stars in the sky.
And give them all just for you.

I'll protect you in these arms.
So you and me will last forever.
And I don't need no guns.
To protect you moreover.

I can't show you this feelings.
Cause It's hard to say the things I want to say.
Even Under this clouds and rains.
It's still hard to show you this pain.

It doesn't matter if you don't love me.
Cause that is not the point.
At least I have say it.
And I've got nothing left to say.

Now as I stop writing.
All the things are getting clear.
I've confessed my feelings.
And that's the way it should be.

I need you to die

Puisi ini dibuat pada tanggal 26 mei 2010.


Believing you, is an unforgivable mistake.
Taking care of you, is a worse mistake.
But, Loving you, is the most unforgivable mistakes.

I was crying when I met you.
Now, I'm trying to forget you.
Cause love is a sweet misery.

Seeing you full of blood is the happiness I've been looking for.
Happier than the feeling's I have for you.

Seeing you crying in pain is something that can make me laugh.
A lot better than seeing your smile.

But, seeing you dying is the greatest happiness I've ever had.
Better than trying to love you.

Is all different now.
I'm a different person.
Different from you, them, and all mankind.

I have a large appetite for blood.
And I'm a blood-thirst killer.

Among the 60+ peoples.
You're on the top of the list.
The list called "the personal target".

I don't need love, Passion, and caring from you.
You're nothing but a roses in the middle of corpses.

I need you now
I need you now...to die...

I'm not right with you

Puisi ini dibuat tanggal 25 Mei 2010.


I didn't want us to end,
I want you to know,
Ill always love you,
But cant let it show.

Its too complicated,
And will always be,
I love you to bits,
But you cant be with me.

I have to tell you,
I believe in fate,
I'm waiting for god,

I know I'm crazy,
Even insane,
But I believe in this,

I'm so sorry,
I'm not right with you,
Now I'm saying goodbye,
What else can I do?